Chapter 53
\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 53<\/p>\n
Damn him to have a baby!<\/p>\n
Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.<\/p>\n
Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn\u2019t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.<\/p>\n
Will I have a baby?<\/p>\n
Please no! I pray in my heart.<\/p>\n
The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.<\/p>\n
The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn\u2019t ask Frances Louis out.<\/p>\n
It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo anesthetic.\u201d Frances Louis says suddenly.<\/p>\n
What? Has he lost his mind?<\/p>\n
At that moment, I want to beat him to death. I have been painful deadly. If don\u2019t use anesthetic, does he want me to die?<\/p>\n
\u201cYou can come and feel it!\u201d I am angry and my attitude changes.<\/p>\n
\u201cI can, can’t you? There are so many things in this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.\u201d He smiles at me tenderly, but makes me feel cold from head to foot.<\/p>\n
I know he is talking about my brother. His words are the threat.<\/p>\n
Whether he’s mentally ill or not, I have to put up with it. Don\u2019t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times people never use anesthetic and they can also bear the pain.<\/p>\n
Now my eyes look like a heroic martyr. And I have carved the name of Frances Louis deeply into my heart.<\/p>\n
Pain! So much pain!<\/p>\n
Every nerve in my body feels the penetrating pain. I bite my lip so that I wouldn’t make a sound.<\/p>\n
If I cry out, Frances Louis would look down on me.<\/p>\n
He has already asked. If I don\u2019t treat him to a meal, that would make me look small.<\/p>\n
To do the honors, I choose a fancy restaurant and prepare to treat him to the best of my ability.<\/p>\n
Noah Jefferson doesn\u2019t come to have lunch. He orders two dishes at random and closes the menu.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou can order more.\u201d I say.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know, the drinker’s heart is not in the cup. I don\u2019t come for lunch.\u201d<\/p>\n
Although I know it, hearing his frank and honest tone makes me feel powerless.<\/p>\n
I excuse myself to the bathroom to have a breath.<\/p>\n
Casually wash my hands and repair the makeup, I nervously go back. I just don’t know how to face Noah Jefferson later.<\/p>\n
After two steps, I walk past a private room and meet the person coming out.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-77","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/77","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=77"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}