{"id":658,"date":"2026-09-28T16:14:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T16:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-634\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T16:14:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T16:14:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-634","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-634\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 634"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 634<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 634<\/p>\n<p>I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.<\/p>\n<p>But in the end, the reality let me down.<\/p>\n<p>That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.<\/p>\n<p>In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.<\/p>\n<p>I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.<\/p>\n<p>On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m panicking.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s as if she will leave me at any moment.<\/p>\n<p>It isn&#8217;t until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, let me go.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Let her go?<\/p>\n<p>How is this possible?<\/p>\n<p>I love her so much. How can I let her go?<\/p>\n<p>Why is she so eager to leave me?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Jane, say it again.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you&#8217;ve always been dissatisfied with me. It&#8217;s time for me to leave.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.<\/p>\n<p>In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?<\/p>\n<p>Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?<\/p>\n<p>So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don&#8217;t expect that I will succeed.<\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;m not happy at all.<\/p>\n<p>She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?<\/p>\n<p>In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I&#8217;ve never used condoms. However, she isn&#8217;t pregnant.<\/p>\n<p>For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.<\/p>\n<p>After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.<\/p>\n<p>My worries grow bigger.<\/p>\n<p>Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.<\/p>\n<p>Whitney really knew.<\/p>\n<p>Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.<\/p>\n<p>At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.<\/p>\n<p>I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.<\/p>\n<p>I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.<\/p>\n<p>It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.<\/p>\n<p>The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.<\/p>\n<p>And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.<\/p>\n<p>Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.<\/p>\n<p>When I send for the driver, I&#8217;m told that he has gone abroad.<\/p>\n<p>Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.<\/p>\n<p>Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.<\/p>\n<p>I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.<\/p>\n<p>In the absence of evidence, I can&#8217;t do anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to continue the investigation.<\/p>\n<p>At the same time, I resolutely ask Whitney for the divorce.<\/p>\n<p>Jane&#8217;s mother forces Jane to get her brother out of prison.<\/p>\n<p>Jane has no choice but to beg me.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think there&#8217;s a better time for me to make my conditions.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Jane, marry me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>However, from beginning to end, she never believes what I said.<\/p>\n<p>I am wondering if she will believe me only if I dig out my heart and show it to her.<\/p>\n<p>Because of her strong resistance, my wish of marrying her just goes up in smoke.<\/p>\n<p>Moreover, I haven&#8217;t divorced Whitney yet, and I can&#8217;t give Jane a firm promise.<\/p>\n<p>With Steven&#8217;s help, Jane&#8217;s title of &#8220;the mistress&#8221; finally drops.<\/p>\n<p>But I don&#8217;t like his help at all.<\/p>\n<p>How can I be happy to hear that Jane is his woman?<\/p>\n<p>In this depressed mood, there is something even worse.<\/p>\n<p>Whitney moves in.<\/p>\n<p>No matter what I say, I can&#8217;t get her out of my house.<\/p>\n<p>On the contrary, because of her, I can&#8217;t be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects my request for intimacy.<\/p>\n<p>At the very time, Whitney&#8217;s word almost breaks me down.<\/p>\n<p>She&#8217;s pregnant.<\/p>\n<p>We just did it once, but she is pregnant?<\/p>\n<p>One day, I was too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out for a drink.<\/p>\n<p>We all drank a lot that night.<\/p>\n<p>In the end, we were both completely drunk.<\/p>\n<p>Just as I was about to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane coming this way.<\/p>\n<p>She helped me to the hotel and took off my clothes.<\/p>\n<p>I was surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing for me.<\/p>\n<p>I couldn&#8217;t remember what happened after that.<\/p>\n<p>When I woke up, I just saw Whitney lying beside me.<\/p>\n<p>At that moment, everything went black in my life.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve never had sex with Whitney before.<\/p>\n<p>But now, since I was drunk, I slept with her.<\/p>\n<p>How can I be worthy of Jane after such a terrible thing happened?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Whitney, you can&#8217;t tell anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don&#8217;t think you can conceive my child.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>With that, I left, but I didn&#8217;t expect that Whitney didn&#8217;t follow my order and even conceived my child.<\/p>\n<p>Jane and I have had sex many times, but she doesn&#8217;t get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after that night.<\/p>\n<p>The fate is truly playing a big joke on me!<\/p>\n<p>Old Mr. Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from divorcing her.<\/p>\n<p>Every day after that, when I face Jane, I feel incredibly guilty.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps she realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I ask for an intimacy.<\/p>\n<p>Moreover, I feel that she has something to hide from me, but I don&#8217;t know what it is.<\/p>\n<p>This day, I have to go on a business trip for two days. 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