Chapter 40
\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 40<\/p>\n
Steven Song tells me to be ruthless and ignore my mother, and I do according to his words.<\/p>\n
My mom is stopped at the gate by a security guard, and I go upstairs with Steven Song. My phone is vibrating all the time. I know it is mom calling.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t answer it. When I arrive at the door, I receive a message from my mother.<\/p>\n
\u201cIf you don\u2019t help your brother. I will be always knel down here util you say yes.\u201d<\/p>\n
She spells \u201ckneel\u201d wrongly. My mother doesn\u2019t receive much education. It must cost her much energy to send a message like this.<\/p>\n
I go to the window and see my mother kneeling at the gate of the apartment.<\/p>\n
The security guard tries to pull up her several times, but she wouldn’t leave. People stop by and point at my mother, but she just ignores them.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat can I do?\u201d I turn to Steven Song disappointedly.<\/p>\n
My mother\u2019s bone was broken before, and she hasn’t been able to walk well since then. She can’t kneel down like this.<\/p>\n
Just ignore her. If you relent, things will be in more trouble than they are now. Go and cook.\u201d Steven Song says to me.<\/p>\n
I give a deep look downstairs, sigh and go to cook.<\/p>\n
After I take a bath after dinner, I hear the rain clattering.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s raining.<\/p>\n
I go to the window and see that my mother is kneeling there, not even moving.<\/p>\n
\u201cDon’t go down. Jane Noyes, you can’t live your life at the mercy of your family all the time. Believe me, if you keep staying in the room, it won’t be long before your mother leaves.\u201d<\/p>\n
Once again, I listen to Steven Song and go to bed.<\/p>\n
But I have always been worried about mom in my heart.<\/p>\n
The rain beat loudly on the window, more and more loudly. Perhaps, my mother sees the rain is too heavy and she has gone back. I comfort myself like this but can\u2019t be restless. I don\u2019t sleep well, and get up early in the morning.<\/p>\n
I couldn\u2019t help walking to the window to look at her. I see my mother is still kneeling there. Pale face, the shaking body, to which I feel so sorry.<\/p>\n
She struggles off the ground and catches me with her hot hands.<\/p>\n
\u201cJane, help your brother. Help your brother! He is so young. His life can\u2019t be ruined!\u201d<\/p>\n
I want to say that I am young, too. Can my life be ruined?<\/p>\n
But facing my mother’s hoarse voice and hot forehead, I can\u2019t say it out.<\/p>\n
I remember when I was a little girl. Once I had a fever, my mother carried me for miles to see a doctor.<\/p>\n
Before my brother was born, my mother loved me very much.<\/p>\n
My heart melts and softens down.<\/p>\n
I grit my teeth and nod to my mother.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-64","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/64","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=64"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}