{"id":611,"date":"2026-09-28T15:58:20","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:58:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-587\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:58:20","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:58:20","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-587","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-587\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 587"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 587<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 587<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m scared.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m so scared of the drug, but I&#8217;m more scared that Frances will get addicted to it.<\/p>\n<p>If one of us must take it, then I&#8217;ll be the one.<\/p>\n<p>I take a deep breath and reach out to the bag of powder.<\/p>\n<p>My entire body trembles involuntarily. I have foreseen how disgusting and desperate I will be.<\/p>\n<p>But before my hand can touch it, Frances has clutched it. He smiles faintly and says, &#8220;Such a good opportunity, wouldn&#8217;t it be a pity if I give it away?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>As he speaks, he opens it calmly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No! You can&#8217;t do it!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I shout inwardly over and over again, but no one can hear it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Good. I appreciate your bravery. It looks like Hilda has found a good husband.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Mike smiles and hands Frances a dollar bill.<\/p>\n<p>Taking it over, Frances pours the powder onto it, and glowers at it.<\/p>\n<p>Seems like a painful internal struggle is going on.<\/p>\n<p>Mike grows more and more impatient.<\/p>\n<p>Sensing his hesitancy, Hilda jabs him with her elbow, &#8220;Frances, hurry up. It&#8217;s just a little. You will be fine.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>A little?<\/p>\n<p>I want to punch her right in the face.<\/p>\n<p>It is far from a little. It is a lot!<\/p>\n<p>Now, getting addicted or not is no longer the issue here. He can die from a drug overdose!<\/p>\n<p>What should I do? What should I do?<\/p>\n<p>Looking at Frances, I become more and more despairing.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want this. But with my hands tied, I can&#8217;t do anything but watch.<\/p>\n<p>Eyes bloodshot, I bite my lips hard to utter no sound.<\/p>\n<p>The grief saps my heart so much that I can&#8217;t breathe.<\/p>\n<p>Fortunately, everyone&#8217;s attention is focused on Frances, and no one notices me.<\/p>\n<p>I fix my gaze at Frances, afraid that he will suddenly fall in front of me.<\/p>\n<p>But strangely, he doesn&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>Isn&#8217;t this heroin?<\/p>\n<p>Am I overthinking it?<\/p>\n<p>Without even looking at Frances, Hilda says to Mike, &#8220;Now, I get the deal, don&#8217;t I?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The urgency overflows from her voice.<\/p>\n<p>Does Frances matter even a little to her?<\/p>\n<p>Mike grins and looked at Frances. He nods, &#8220;You really have an excellent husband. It is yours.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-611","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/611","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=611"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}