{"id":577,"date":"2026-09-28T15:47:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:47:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-553\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:47:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:47:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-553","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-553\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 553"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 553<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 553<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t show your face in here anymore. You will cause trouble for Earl.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>His words hurt me badly.<\/p>\n<p>Now, is it too much to ask to see my child?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, don&#8217;t go too far. Can&#8217;t I just take a look at him? I&#8217;ve lost Penelope. Please let me see Earl.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Looking at the indifferent man with tears in my eyes, I humbly plead.<\/p>\n<p>His face darkens and he says flatly to me, &#8220;It&#8217;s your business that you lost the child. Earl is living here with me now. If you want to see him, you can apply to the court.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Does application work?<\/p>\n<p>Can I see Earl just by that?<\/p>\n<p>Hilda hates me so much. How could she allow me to see Earl?<\/p>\n<p>Rather than naively believing in the power of law, I would rather sneak over to see him myself.<\/p>\n<p>I know that Frances has no feelings for me, but he doesn&#8217;t need to be so heartless.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, can you show some mercy?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I grip his hand and ask with tears trickling down my cheeks.<\/p>\n<p>His gaze lands on my hand. It is emotionless.<\/p>\n<p>I notice that my overly intimate grip might tick him off, so I hurriedly let go.<\/p>\n<p>I appear totally servile to get his promise that I&#8217;m allowed to see Earl every day.<\/p>\n<p>I never entertain the idea of taking Earl back. I just want a visit. Can&#8217;t I do that?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Stop. If you continue sneaking here every day, then I&#8217;ll call the police.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>After Frances finishes speaking coldly, he closes the door.<\/p>\n<p>As I look at the tightly shut door, I&#8217;m overwhelmed by feelings of depression.<\/p>\n<p>Frances doesn&#8217;t care about Penelope at all, right? Probably, he just asked me about Penelope casually back then.<\/p>\n<p>However, I naively think that he care about Penelope.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to face my mother and brother or the real world.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t care if people call me coward or timid. I can&#8217;t find a way to make me feel better except to run away from the reality.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, my phone rings. I excitedly pick it up, hoping that it is from the police station and brings me news of Penelope.<\/p>\n<p>The moment I see the name on the screen, my hope is dashed.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s Mindy.<\/p>\n<p>These days, besides calls from the police station, I only answer her call.<\/p>\n<p>Knowing that I&#8217;m upset, she often calls to comfort me. I feel better, when she talks to me.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hey, Mindy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I whisper as I pick up.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Jane, I&#8217;ve got news of Penelope.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-577","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/577","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=577"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}