{"id":576,"date":"2026-09-28T15:46:40","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:46:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-552\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:46:40","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:46:40","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-552","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-552\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 552"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 552<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 552<\/p>\n<p>Right after Penelope disappears, Mom calls the police.<\/p>\n<p>Because it is a disappearance of an infant, she doesn&#8217;t have to wait for 24 hours to report it.<\/p>\n<p>I also look anxiously at Frank, waiting for his reply.<\/p>\n<p>No matter what the news is, it is better than nothing.<\/p>\n<p>Frank shakes his head and sighs, &#8220;No news from the police. They said that they would keep tracking the case. If there&#8217;s any news, they will call us.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>No news.<\/p>\n<p>I slump in my chair, dejected and worried sick. My eyes are empty as I look ahead.<\/p>\n<p>Penelope has been missing for almost 24 hours, and we hear nothing of her.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t even know if she is taken away by a child trafficker, or someone with some ulterior motive.<\/p>\n<p>Regardless of who it is, Penelope is in danger now.<\/p>\n<p>Or to put it more negatively, I don&#8217;t know if she&#8217;s alive.<\/p>\n<p>What should I do?<\/p>\n<p>What in the world should I do?<\/p>\n<p>I really want to cry, but I understand that tears are the most useless thing on earth.<\/p>\n<p>If crying helps, there won&#8217;t be so many troubles in the world.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know how long I sit in the chair. My mind doesn&#8217;t stop wandering until my mother talks to me.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Jane, get some sleep. You must be exhausted after the long flight. Have a good rest.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I nod and go back to my room.<\/p>\n<p>Mom already feels guilty. My misery will add to the guilt in her heart.<\/p>\n<p>Lying on the bed, I can&#8217;t keep my eyes shut.<\/p>\n<p>How can I sleep?<\/p>\n<p>As soon as I close them, Penelope&#8217;s cute appearance comes back to me.<\/p>\n<p>And I fail to protect such a cute child.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m questioning myself as a mother.<\/p>\n<p>She is so little. Besides suffering from the illness, she is faced with other threats.<\/p>\n<p>And I feel like dead.<\/p>\n<p>God, why are you so cruel to me?<\/p>\n<p>I have two children. One is with Hilda and he must suffer mistreatment a lot.<\/p>\n<p>The other, who endures thalassemia every day, is still missing.<\/p>\n<p>Am I a jinx and destined to die alone?<\/p>\n<p>A month passes, and Penelope is still nowhere to be found.<\/p>\n<p>The police almost give up on searching.<\/p>\n<p>Without Penelope, I put all my focus on Earl.<\/p>\n<p>Every day, I wait outside the Louis&#8217;, hoping to see him.<\/p>\n<p>Even I feel like a lunatic. But there is nothing else I can do to relieve my pain.<\/p>\n<p>Today I&#8217;m waiting for Earl to appear at the gate of the Louis&#8217; as usual.<\/p>\n<p>Unexpectedly, Frances&#8217; indifferent face comes into my sight.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-576","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/576","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=576"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}