{"id":573,"date":"2026-09-28T15:45:40","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:45:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-549\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:45:40","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:45:40","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-549","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-549\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 549"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 549<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 549<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Since you&#8217;re going to do something to me, then I&#8217;ll just go.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I try to stand straight and walk past Hilda.<\/p>\n<p>When I finally disappear from Hilda&#8217;s sight, my legs are like taffy and I squat on the ground.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s horrible.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s too terrifying.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s because Frances is here that Hilda pretends to be gentle and innocent.<\/p>\n<p>But can I hide like today forever?<\/p>\n<p>Hilda is quite calculating and unwilling to make the smallest sacrifice. She will definitely not let me go.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s only a matter of time before she attacks me.<\/p>\n<p>In the following days, I feel so scared. I can even wake up from nightmares every night.<\/p>\n<p>In my dream, Hilda holds a knife and stabs it into my body.<\/p>\n<p>Blood flows out and dyes the ground red.<\/p>\n<p>Every time, I wake up from nightmares, screaming.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been living under such a situation for several days. I&#8217;m afraid that Hilda will suddenly appear and kill me.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not afraid of death, but I still have Penelope and Earl, so I can&#8217;t be killed so easily.<\/p>\n<p>Soon, it&#8217;s the deadline.<\/p>\n<p>And next, it&#8217;s time for the internal evaluation of the DS Company.<\/p>\n<p>Two days later, the results come out.<\/p>\n<p>Sitting in front of the computer, I&#8217;m so nervous that I try to slow my breath.<\/p>\n<p>After a long time, I finally screw up my courage and click the page.<\/p>\n<p>The awards are announced from third to first.<\/p>\n<p>The third place goes to an Italian male designer who has won many international awards.<\/p>\n<p>His design is indeed very good, so he deserves to be ranked third.<\/p>\n<p>The second place goes to a native American designer who&#8217;s already sixty years old.<\/p>\n<p>But from her design, I can feel deep love, very much in line with the theme this time.<\/p>\n<p>Finally, there&#8217;s only the first place left.<\/p>\n<p>I glance over the page and my heart almost comes out of my throat.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe my work isn&#8217;t good enough. After all, this is an international competition. There are so many experts here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t think so. I&#8217;ve seen your work and it&#8217;s really good. I think it&#8217;s better than mine. The champion should be you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Nicole says sincerely.<\/p>\n<p>However, her opinion is useless. As long as the organizers feet that my design is not good, then it is unnecessary for us to say anything.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thank you, but the truth is that I didn&#8217;t win the prize. Perhaps I don&#8217;t know enough about the native American culture. Or maybe I didn&#8217;t calm down at that time. Anyway, the result has come out. It&#8217;s useless to say anything.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Thinking of Penelope, I feel heartache.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve lost all my hope. I really don&#8217;t know what to do.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve always thought highly of myself.<\/p>\n<p>I think that I can win the prize if I come to this competition. But I don&#8217;t know that there&#8217;re many talented people here, and I&#8217;m just the most common one.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, you are very capable. Actually&#8230;.&#8221; After a pause, Nicole can&#8217;t help but say to me, &#8220;Actually, I&#8217;m thinking if you have accidentally offend someone.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Why does she say that?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What do you mean?&#8221; I ask suspiciously.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I heard that the reason why you didn&#8217;t win the prize this time is that someone interfered and made your work disappear from the competition during the first round.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-573","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/573","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=573"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}