{"id":537,"date":"2026-09-28T15:33:40","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:33:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-513\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:33:40","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:33:40","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-513","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-513\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 513"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 513<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 513<\/p>\n<p>Saying these words seemed to have exhausted all of my strength.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what the doctor said because I was completely unconscious afterwards.<\/p>\n<p>I thought I&#8217;d die like that.<\/p>\n<p>I will use my life to make up for what I did. I can finally settle with Frances.<\/p>\n<p>In this way, although he would still hate me, he would also miss me when he thinks of me.<\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;m not dead.<\/p>\n<p>Moreover, the moment I open my eyes, I see Frances.<\/p>\n<p>He stands at the head of the bed and is frowning as he looks at me.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances &#8230; Frances &#8230; I miss you so much &#8230; I thought &#8230; I would never see you again &#8230; Frances, hug me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The moment I see him, I can&#8217;t help crying.<\/p>\n<p>I have tried so hard to forget him, but in the end, I can&#8217;t drive him away from me.<\/p>\n<p>He bents down and hugs me gently.<\/p>\n<p>His embrace is so familiar. The simple gesture was more than anything.<\/p>\n<p>I hug him tightly and can&#8217;t stop talking.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances &#8230; I didn&#8217;t mean to shoot you &#8230; I would rather hurt myself than hurt you. You don&#8217;t know how much I miss you. You don&#8217;t know &#8230; how hard it is for me to not think about you &#8230; child&#8230; our child&#8230;.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m talking about. It&#8217;s all nonsense.<\/p>\n<p>In the end, I faint again because of excitement.<\/p>\n<p>When I wake up, I see Mindy and David.<\/p>\n<p>I look around and do not see anyone else.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just the two of you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I ask doubtfully.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Jane, I didn&#8217;t want to tell you the truth because you are still very weak. But I can&#8217;t let you torture yourself for Frances.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Mindy&#8217;s words shattered my heart into pieces.<\/p>\n<p>Is it true that he didn&#8217;t come here?<\/p>\n<p>Could it be &#8230; that what happened before was all in my dream?<\/p>\n<p>But why does it feel so real?<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t think too much. The doctor said that when you wake up, you will have hallucinations. Seeing Frances must be your hallucination. Take a rest and the meal will be ready later. &#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I sit there dully and nod.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, I think of my baby.<\/p>\n<p>I did hear him crying in the maternity ward before. How is the baby now?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-537","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/537","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}