{"id":535,"date":"2026-09-28T15:33:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-511\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:33:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:33:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-511","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-511\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 511"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 511<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 511<\/p>\n<p>Even if I can avoid prison time for five years, I will never be redeemed.<\/p>\n<p>Besides, where can I go after I get out of prison?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m tired of wandering, but I won&#8217;t stay in this city and listen to the love affairs of Frances and Hilda.<\/p>\n<p>Therefore, the best choice for me is to take this baby back to prison, and to stay far away from this noisy city and everything related to Frances.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps, time is the best medicine.<\/p>\n<p>Frances will slowly fade from my mind, and I will forget him one day.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s what I believe.<\/p>\n<p>But in the end, it turns out to be very ridiculous.<\/p>\n<p>The deep love can never be diluted by years.<\/p>\n<p>Even if I have tried my best, I can never forget the man that I love more than anyone.<\/p>\n<p>David puts me in a separate room. It&#8217;s more like a hotel suite than a prison cell.<\/p>\n<p>It is equipped with a queen bed as well as a bathroom.<\/p>\n<p>Clothes of four seasons will be delivered to me, and some people will regularly take meals to me per day.<\/p>\n<p>Apart from not being able to communicate with the outside world, my prison life is almost the same with the ordinary life.<\/p>\n<p>During this period, a doctor came twice and told me that there is nothing wrong with the baby for the time being. However, he can&#8217;t make sure until he can get the detailed report of the fetus in a few months.<\/p>\n<p>And, how are Frances and Hilda?<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know.<\/p>\n<p>I haven&#8217;t heard from them since I got back to prison.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t have guts to ask, fearing that I will burst into tears upon knowing about their sweet life.<\/p>\n<p>Besides, no one can answer me here.<\/p>\n<p>David might have asked the prison to deny me visiting rights. No one comes to see me since I was pregnant.<\/p>\n<p>Time passes day by day.<\/p>\n<p>One month.<\/p>\n<p>Two months.<\/p>\n<p>Three months.<\/p>\n<p>Four months.<\/p>\n<p>The baby in my belly finally moves.<\/p>\n<p>As soon as I get up, I feel an intense pain coming from my belly.<\/p>\n<p>It hurts.<\/p>\n<p>It hurts so much.<\/p>\n<p>I am so painful that I can&#8217;t even stand up straight, but with a big belly, I can&#8217;t squat down. Finally, I only move to the door with great difficulty and knock hard on the door.<\/p>\n<p>I feel some hot liquid gushing out of my abdomen.<\/p>\n<p>And it&#8217;s not a little.<\/p>\n<p>Is it &#8230; that my water broke?<\/p>\n<p>I reach out and touch it. It&#8217;s red.<\/p>\n<p>Blood&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I suddenly recall what Mindy said.<\/p>\n<p>So, is it &#8230; a massive hemorrhage?<\/p>\n<p>I keep rubbing my belly in panic while knocking harder on the door.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is anyone there? Please! Save my child!&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-535","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/535","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=535"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}