{"id":525,"date":"2026-09-28T15:29:40","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:29:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-501\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:29:40","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:29:40","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-501","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-501\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 501"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 501<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 501<\/p>\n<p>Instantly&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I seem to have heard that gunshot again.<\/p>\n<p>And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.<\/p>\n<p>Does he really hate me that much?<\/p>\n<p>Even though I&#8217;ve seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;OK. I see.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.<\/p>\n<p>The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.<\/p>\n<p>I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, Frances, Frances&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I mumble his name over and over again, as if it&#8217;ll never be enough.<\/p>\n<p>Despair floods me, and I&#8217;ve collapsed.<\/p>\n<p>Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.<\/p>\n<p>After crying for a long time, I&#8217;m brought into the detention center by the prison guards.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.<\/p>\n<p>In a corner of the dark and gloomy room sits a woman with an indifferent expression.<\/p>\n<p>Seeing me come in, she only glances at me lightly before closing her eyes.<\/p>\n<p>I look around at the surroundings and can&#8217;t help but frown.<\/p>\n<p>This is a six-person room with bunk beds, just like the dormitories in a university.<\/p>\n<p>There is nothing on the bed except blankets and pillows.<\/p>\n<p>I walk to sit down on the bed, which is so hard that it hurts me.<\/p>\n<p>Although I&#8217;m not a spoiled and picky lady, I still have a hard time adapting to it.<\/p>\n<p>Besides, I&#8217;m staying in a detention center.<\/p>\n<p>When the trial is over, I&#8217;ll be sent to the real jail.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t even dare to think about what kind of life it will be like.<\/p>\n<p>Even now, I feel like I&#8217;m dreaming.<\/p>\n<p>Prison life, which I&#8217;ve never thought of before, is now right in front of me.<\/p>\n<p>I feel panicky and helpless.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like there is no future for me.<\/p>\n<p>I answer with a grunt.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s so hot. My entire body is burning.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps, I should just die of fever.<\/p>\n<p>A slightly cold hand covers my forehead and someone says in my ear, &#8220;You&#8217;re burning!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Then, there seems to be a sound of the door opening.<\/p>\n<p>Here comes the rustling sound of footsteps. Some people are talking, but I can no longer make out what they say.<\/p>\n<p>My body temperature is so high that I start losing consciousness.<\/p>\n<p>My mind is occupied by a name that makes my heart hurt.<\/p>\n<p>Frances.<\/p>\n<p>I miss him. I miss him so much.<\/p>\n<p>This time, the fever has reached 40 degrees.<\/p>\n<p>After the doctor relieves my fever, I gradually wake up.<\/p>\n<p>When I open my eyes, the first thing I say is:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I want to see Frances.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-525","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/525","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=525"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}