Chapter 497
\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 497<\/p>\n
It causes uproar in the crowd around.<\/p>\n
They move back in fear, but they are still curious and refuse to leave.<\/p>\n
“Jane, are you crazy? Put the gun down!”<\/p>\n
Steven says.<\/p>\n
He stands not far from the stage and anxiously wants to come over.<\/p>\n
Frances has hired bodyguards. When the bodyguards see me coming over, they all reach out hands to their waists.<\/p>\n
“Jane, don’t do this!”<\/p>\n
“Jane, what are you doing?”<\/p>\n
My mother and brother are even more frightened. They are so anxious that they almost cry out.<\/p>\n
“Don’t come here.”<\/p>\n
Frances waves his hand and signals them not to act rashly. The bodyguards block the crowd.<\/p>\n
It is as if there are only Frances and I in the world, and no one can enter.<\/p>\n
He smiles gently at me and walks towards me step by step.<\/p>\n
I aim the gun at his chest. As long as I pull the trigger, it will shoot his heart.<\/p>\n
However, I’m don’t want to do that.<\/p>\n
I move back in fear and feel heartbroken.<\/p>\n
I’m afraid. I’m afraid that it will be over between me and Frances if I pull the trigger.<\/p>\n
What I’m even more afraid of is that I will kill him.<\/p>\n
I can’t help but tremble. Frances whispers to me, “Jane, if you’d like to kill me, I won’t escape. As long as you’re telling the truth, shoot.”<\/p>\n
My hands tremble uncontrollably. I look at Earl and Hilda.<\/p>\n
What Hilda has said kept playing back in my mind.<\/p>\n
I feel that my mind is in a mess and about to explode.<\/p>\n
What should I do? What should I do?<\/p>\n
I can’t do it. I can’t shoot Frances.<\/p>\n
I love him. I really love him.<\/p>\n
He and Earl are both important to me.<\/p>\n
My fingernails are deeply embedded in my flesh. The pain sobers me up a little, and I finally have the courage to say that painful lie.<\/p>\n
“That’s it. Frances, I hate you! From the beginning, I hate you. I hate everything you’ve done to me! I hate you so much, but I have to pretend to love you so much every day. It’s painful for me. I don’t want to lie to myself anymore, nor do I want to stay with you! I’m going to kill you and end all this.”<\/p>\n
I raise the gun again and steady my hands with great difficulty.<\/p>\n
I can’t tremble.<\/p>\n
I can’t make any mistake of this shot.<\/p>\n
No matter what will happen, Frances will be fine!<\/p>\n
Frances stands in front of me calmly.<\/p>\n
Maybe he’s sure that I won’t shoot.<\/p>\n
He understands my feelings and knows that love can’t be pretended.<\/p>\n
But he doesn’t know that our child’s life is in Hilda’s hands.<\/p>\n
I’m sorry.<\/p>\n
I love you.<\/p>\n
I close my eyes and shoot Frances in the left of his heart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-521","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/521","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=521"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}