{"id":469,"date":"2026-09-28T15:11:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-445\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:11:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:11:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-445","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-445\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 445"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 445<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 445<\/p>\n<p>After picking up the child, I go back home with Frances.<\/p>\n<p>By the time we get home, it&#8217;s almost ten.<\/p>\n<p>Old Mr. Louis is usually asleep at this time.<\/p>\n<p>So I don&#8217;t expect to see him still awake and chat with Hilda on the sofa when I arrive at the door.<\/p>\n<p>Thinking of my promise to old Mr. Louis, I stand at the door and don&#8217;t know if I should go in or not.<\/p>\n<p>Old Mr. Louis doesn&#8217;t see me. But hearing the sound, he certainly knows that we are back.<\/p>\n<p>He sits up straight and says in a deep voice, &#8220;You have to do what you promised me. I&#8217;m still here, so you should know what to do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Of course, these words are for me.<\/p>\n<p>I have nothing to retort, and I don&#8217;t intend to.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Grandpa.&#8221; Frances&#8217; face darkened. He wants to say something, but I stop him.<\/p>\n<p>I hand Earl in my arms to Frances and whisper to him, &#8220;Go in. I&#8217;ll be there soon. I&#8217;m good.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Frances shakes his head and stands still at the door, resolutely disagreeing with me.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s so windy tonight. Standing outside, I even feel my face hurt. Earl is still so young. How can he endure such a strong wind?<\/p>\n<p>I shake my head and say to Frances in a low voice, &#8220;Go in with Earl. I don&#8217;t want him to catch a cold. Give him a bath and I&#8217;ll be there soon.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Frances looks around at the swaying trees, then looks at Earl in his arms, and finally walks in helplessly.<\/p>\n<p>When he passes by Old Mr. Louis, he stops.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Grandpa, it&#8217;s already late. You should go to sleep.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know what I should do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>After Frances finishes speaking, he goes upstairs. Old Mr. Louis is still sitting there, chatting with Hilda.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t wear much and can only bear with the wind for a while. But it&#8217;s already midnight. After standing at the door for half an hour, I get Goosebumps all over my body.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You really should see how miserable you are now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Well, I don&#8217;t need her to tell me.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So what? I&#8217;ll be warm after I go back to my room and hug Frances. I&#8217;m much happier than someone like you who is too lonely to sleep every night.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I hold my head high and quickly go upstairs after saying this.<\/p>\n<p>As soon as I arrive at the door, Frances comes out.<\/p>\n<p>When he sees me, he brings me into the room, frowning.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You didn&#8217;t come in all this time? You must be freezing. Go to take a shower now and don&#8217;t come out until you&#8217;re warm.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I nod, take my nightgown, and go to the bathroom.<\/p>\n<p>After washing for a long time, I finally feel warm. As soon as I climb into bed, Frances hugs me tightly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m sorry you have to go through this.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-469","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/469","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=469"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}