{"id":463,"date":"2026-09-28T15:09:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-439\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T15:09:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T15:09:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-439","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-439\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 439"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 439<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 439<\/p>\n<p>There would not be so many problems between Frances and me without Hilda.<\/p>\n<p>She&#8217;s the reason why Frances and I are growing apart.<\/p>\n<p>And she almost killed me yesterday.<\/p>\n<p>So, how could I not hate her?<\/p>\n<p>How would I keep such a big trouble beside me?<\/p>\n<p>Frances stares at me. It looks as if I&#8217;m putting him on the spot here.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You know, my grandpa doesn&#8217;t have much time left. I don&#8217;t want to upset him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I can understand his worries.<\/p>\n<p>Frances looks cold and indifferent on the surface. But actually, he&#8217;s very filial to old Mr. Louis. He doesn&#8217;t want to upset his grandpa in his last days, and I don&#8217;t want that either.<\/p>\n<p>But why Hilda is the only one who can bring joy to old Mr. Louis?<\/p>\n<p>I just feel like I&#8217;m about to collapse.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There&#8217;s gotta be another way.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I grab Frances\u2019 hand and say anxiously.<\/p>\n<p>Old Mr. Louis is in the terminal stage of cancer, so his days are numbered. But every day I spend with Hilda is fatal to me.<\/p>\n<p>Frances frowns and shakes his head. &#8220;Jane, it&#8217;s not that I don&#8217;t want that. It&#8217;s just that there hasn&#8217;t been a proper way. Since this is the only way, you might have to endure it for now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But don&#8217;t worry. You are the only one I love. No matter how long Hilda stays at the house, I will never have any feelings for her.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t you believe me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Frances looks extremely sincere, and his eyes were filled with love.<\/p>\n<p>However, I&#8217;m still worried and it has nothing to do with trust.<\/p>\n<p>Frances will never be able to understand how insecure I am because of Hilda.<\/p>\n<p>I sit beside him and couldn&#8217;t help but frown. Frances has to look at the data on the computer while flipping through the reports.<\/p>\n<p>He seems to be much busier recently.<\/p>\n<p>Is there something going on with the company?<\/p>\n<p>Although the data are displayed on the computer, I can understand nothing.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, is there something wrong with the company?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I ask him.<\/p>\n<p>Frances looks surprised. Then his face changes and he smiles at me. &#8220;No. What makes you think that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Frances&#8217; relaxing tone makes me suspect that I have an illusion.<\/p>\n<p>However, is the company really alright?<\/p>\n<p>Why am I so unsettled?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-463","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/463","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=463"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}