{"id":391,"date":"2026-09-28T14:45:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-367\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T14:45:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:45:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-367","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-367\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 367"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 367<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 367<\/p>\n<p>Silvia and I glance at each other and rush towards the room. Sabina is lying on the ground in pain.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s probably because she wants to climb onto the bed herself that she falls off.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mom, are you alright?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I walk over to help her up, but she knocks my hand away in disgust.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You vicious woman, stop pretending to be kind. If it weren&#8217;t for you, would I have become like this?! If you want me to die, just say so. You don&#8217;t have to shed crocodile tears in front of me. Anyway, Frances isn&#8217;t here. Wipe your disgusting look off your face!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>What Sabina said really hurts me.<\/p>\n<p>I suddenly miss Sabina who used to treat me well. She has given me a mother&#8217;s love for a short period, but it seems that what I have experienced is just a fond dream.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder if time can wipe off everything.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mom, stop talking. Jane is not such a person. Don\u2019t speak like that to her.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Silvia sighs and walks over to help Sabina up with difficulty.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Silvia, what do you know about her? Don&#8217;t be fooled by her kind look. I used to think that she was a kind and innocent girl, but she has ruined my life. Now, it&#8217;s so hard for me to get into bed, not to mention playing the piano. You won&#8217;t realize I am right until you are tricked by others.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sabina is very excited. As she speaks, she glares at me with hatred as if she would take any chance to kill me.<\/p>\n<p>I can understand her pursuit of the cause and she is very upset about watching her own dream die, but I really can&#8217;t accept the way she looks at me.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mom, stop it. You bring trouble to yourself. Who is to blame?&#8221; Silvia frowns and says.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t expect that Silvia will actually stand on my side so obviously.<\/p>\n<p>I throw a grateful glance at her, but Sabina suddenly slaps Silvia in the face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You actually speak for the outsider?! Get out! I don&#8217;t have a daughter like you!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sabina slaps Silvia with her right hand so hard that the red mark of her hand is left on Silvia&#8217;s face immediately.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is this really good? You know, Lawrence doesn&#8217;t care about Silvia.&#8221; I said in a worried voice.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t worry. She&#8217;ll be fine. I&#8217;ll be back in a moment. I&#8217;ll hang up.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I hang up the phone, go to Sabina&#8217;s room and get her for dinner.<\/p>\n<p>She is lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes. I don&#8217;t know what she is thinking about.<\/p>\n<p>However, when I see her like this, a thought comes to my mind.<\/p>\n<p>She doesn&#8217;t want to live anymore.<\/p>\n<p>I sigh and walk over to Sabina. &#8220;Mom, get up and have dinner.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I become like this, but you still ask me to get up. Do you want me to fall in front of you again so you can laugh happily?!&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-391","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/391","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}