{"id":386,"date":"2026-09-28T14:43:20","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:43:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-362\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T14:43:20","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:43:20","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-362","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-362\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 362"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 362<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 362<\/p>\n<p>He loves me?<\/p>\n<p>I wonder if I have an illusion. Otherwise, how can I hear Frances say so?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What are you saying?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>My voice is trembling.<\/p>\n<p>God knows how nervous I am right now, as if I have been waiting for this moment all my life.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I love you. Jane, I love you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Frances stares at my eyes and repeats with the utmost seriousness.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m quite obsessed with his voice, which is deep and melodious.<\/p>\n<p>My tears flow down in a flash.<\/p>\n<p>I think this is probably the most touching sweet talk in this world.<\/p>\n<p>In an instant, light seems to shine my dark world.<\/p>\n<p>I never expect that Frances will tell me that he loves me&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>I never believed that Frances, whom I deeply love, is obsessed with me.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t care what he says is true or false. At least in his eyes, I see affection.<\/p>\n<p>Since he says so, it is worthy for me to pounce on him again without any hesitation.<\/p>\n<p>Even if I&#8217;ll bring destruction on myself, I don&#8217;t care now.<\/p>\n<p>Frances lowers his head and kisses me affectionately.<\/p>\n<p>I hear my heart beating hard and I&#8217;m even more nervous than I was with my first love.<\/p>\n<p>I hug him tightly, at a loss what to do. I only instinctively hug him more tightly.<\/p>\n<p>Frances kisses me passionately for a long time. I&#8217;m so joyful that my mind just goes blank. It is filled with his affectionate and moving whispers of love.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Jane, I love you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll take care of you for the rest of your life.&#8221; Frances replies in a low voice and hugs me tightly in his arms.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Are you going to &#8230; leave now?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He doesn&#8217;t ask me if I will divorce him. He probably is reluctant to mention it.<\/p>\n<p>Only then do I realize how much I have hurt him since I always ask him to divorce me.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not.&#8221; I shake my head and embrace him more tightly.<\/p>\n<p>Previously, I wanted to leave because I felt that it would be painful to be with him. But now, Frances loves me. There is no need to leave.<\/p>\n<p>Why can&#8217;t I risk my life for love?<\/p>\n<p>Since we have decided to be together, I think we must clear up some misunderstandings.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, I didn&#8217;t push your mother downstairs on purpose. I saw that she wanted to hurt my mother, so I instinctively pulled her. To my surprise, things would come to this. I have never expected that my careless mistake will cause her to lose her legs and her left hand.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know, I know. I believe you won&#8217;t do such a thing. Sometimes, I think it&#8217;s good that my Mom becomes like this. At least, she will spend more time at home. So she won&#8217;t do anything crazy to hurts others and herself,&#8221; Frances sighs in a low voice, which carries a hint of regret.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-386","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/386","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}