{"id":371,"date":"2026-09-28T14:38:20","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:38:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-347\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T14:38:20","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:38:20","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-347","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-347\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 347"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 347<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 347<\/p>\n<p>Could it be that he thinks I am promiscuous, and even misunderstands that I have illicit relationships with others?<\/p>\n<p>Deep in my heart, I suddenly become panicked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Frances, didn&#8217;t you say that I should give birth to a child for you? But why&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I cannot go on, and I am too embarrassed to look at his dick. Instead, I can only turn my head to one side.<\/p>\n<p>I lump in my throat, and my heart has crumpled up into pieces.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps this is how it feels like when you care about someone so much. Any simple acts he does are enough to wreck and tear me up.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Silly girl,&#8221; Frances walks over and looks at me dotingly. &#8220;Although our baby is gone, you have suffered so much, and it is no different from a C-section. You are a woman, don&#8217;t you know that after a C-section, it will take two years to conceive another child?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>As soon as he said so, it suddenly struck me.<\/p>\n<p>It turns out that he still cares very much about me as I have previously thought that he might have despised me.<\/p>\n<p>If he didn&#8217;t mention it, I will have forgotten about it. I am just too dumb.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hmm&#8230;I got it,&#8221; I reply to him with a soft voice, and my heart is feeling warm.<\/p>\n<p>Frances Louis, when do you start to become so caring?<\/p>\n<p>Just when I am about to speak to him, my whole body is penetrated by him again at the next second.<\/p>\n<p>After getting ready with the safety measures, his body is hitting me harder and harder, and every hit arouses me that it takes me to cloud nine.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t realize how many times I have reached orgasm under his powerful moves, and when he finally ends, I am so tired that I am unable to open my eyes.<\/p>\n<p>In a daze, I feel like someone is wiping up the lower part of my body. But I am just too tired that I can\u2019t even have the strength to open my eyes.<\/p>\n<p>By the time I wake up, Frances is no longer in bed.<\/p>\n<p>I put on my pajamas and go downstairs to find him.<\/p>\n<p>However, there is no one downstairs.<\/p>\n<p>Where has he gone this early?<\/p>\n<p>I then go upstairs and call him up, and apparently, he is on the phone.<\/p>\n<p>Who is he calling?<\/p>\n<p>I am feeling a little uneasy when I don&#8217;t see him when I wake up early in the morning.<\/p>\n<p>I guess I am probably drunk in love, and only Frances has the remedy to cure this addiction I am intoxicated.<\/p>\n<p>After I have freshened up myself, I make my breakfast and finish eating it happily.<\/p>\n<p>This name sounds familiar.<\/p>\n<p>I think about it for a while. Wasn&#8217;t she the one who misunderstood the relationship between Steven and I, and poured coffee on my face?<\/p>\n<p>Steven doesn&#8217;t like her very much. I am puzzled why he still marries her then?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Huh? I thought you dislike her?&#8221; I frown.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It\u2019s true that I don&#8217;t like her. But if I can&#8217;t be with the one I love, what\u2019s the different if I marry the people I dislike?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He stares at me and his eyes are full of sadness.<\/p>\n<p>I feel sympathy for him when he looks like this.<\/p>\n<p>I smile back at him awkwardly, and say with a serious tone, &#8220;Isn&#8217;t it nice for us to be in this state as friends?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It\u2019s not good.&#8221; Steven smiles miserably and explains helplessly, &#8220;Jane, I have no way to be just friends with you. Only those whom I don&#8217;t fall in love with can be my friends. But, once I have really love someone, it is impossible to be just friends. To the people I love, once I take a closer look at her, I will seriously want her to be mine. I can neither control myself not to love you nor can I let you be with Frances Louis. Ever since I love you, I have become a very selfish person, and I am afraid that I may even hurt you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How can you hurt me? You have always been helping me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Steven has helped me a lot along the way. Without him, I will not be able to accomplish much of the things so far.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I will,&#8221; he bites his puckered lips, and he seems to be hesitant about saying something. Finally, he takes a deep breath and confesses to me, &#8220;Actually, I have always known that Whitney is the one who has killed your child, but it was out of selfishness that I have never told you about this.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-371","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/371","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=371"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}