{"id":370,"date":"2026-09-28T14:38:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:38:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-346\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T14:38:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:38:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-346","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-346\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 346"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 346<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 346<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFrances.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I call out gently, cannot help myself looking at him in pity.<\/p>\n<p>There is always a saying that men only weep when deeply grieved.<\/p>\n<p>I have never seen Frances being so vulnerable. He is crying now.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJane, I&#8217;m sorry, I&#8217;m sorry.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He sobs as he mutters.<\/p>\n<p>My heart aches to hear the hoarse voice.<\/p>\n<p>It was not his fault in the first place, and I don\u2019t blame him anymore on the matter.<\/p>\n<p>Instead, I blame myself for choosing not to trust him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t blame you anymore. It was Whitney\u2019s fault, not yours.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I gently speak as I run my hand through his hair.<\/p>\n<p>His appearance is distressing.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, it\u2019s my fault. I was so careless that I did not even know you were pregnant. Maybe all of these might not have happened if you hadn\u2019t left me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His words are full of guilt.<\/p>\n<p>However, there are not many things you could regret in life. I was the one who decided to leave him at that point.<\/p>\n<p>It was also my decision not to tell him about the child.<\/p>\n<p>At the end of the day, it was me trying to have things my way, causing things to end like this.<\/p>\n<p>I have been in pain for so long because of my child. I don\u2019t want Frances to suffer the pain I suffered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s all over. Let\u2019s say nothing about it anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I say to him softly and grab his hands in mine.<\/p>\n<p>Frances looks up after a long period of silence.<\/p>\n<p>His eyes are red. It is not part of my imagination. He is crying.<\/p>\n<p>He stands up and approaches me, hugging me tightly.<\/p>\n<p>I am a little suffocated by the tight hug, but my heart feels at ease.<\/p>\n<p>I love Frances. I am sure of that.<\/p>\n<p>Now that the misunderstanding has cleared, I don\u2019t want to leave his side again. I don\u2019t mind whether he loves me or not anymore.<\/p>\n<p>Frances let go of me after hugging me for some time. His icy cold lips kiss mine.<\/p>\n<p>The kiss is so tender and gentle that it melts my heart.<\/p>\n<p>I hug him tightly and respond awkwardly.<\/p>\n<p>I respond to his kiss for the first time.<\/p>\n<p>Frances\u2019 seductive voice lingers in my ear. I gulp nervously.<\/p>\n<p>How can he make me do something so embarrassing?<\/p>\n<p>I am reluctant, but my hand is under his control, pushing the big thing in slowly.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s bulging.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I moan softly, my fingernails are gripping on Frances\u2019 back.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHoney, you are so wet and tight,\u201d Frances speaks in a coarse voice as he moves inside me.<\/p>\n<p>I am blushing by what he just said, and bury my head in his chest, holding him tight and bearing the impact of the movement.<\/p>\n<p>He moves for a moment, then stops abruptly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat\u2019s the matter?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The sudden emptiness made me speak out, squirming in discomfort, hoping that he will go on.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m putting on a condom. Darling, wait for me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>As he speaks, he kisses me lightly on the lips. He pulls away from me, gets up, and walks to the head of the bed. He opens the bedside table, takes out a condom, and puts it on.<\/p>\n<p>I think I bought that condom from the supermarket last year.<\/p>\n<p>Doesn\u2019t he dislike putting on a condom? Why is he putting it on today?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-370","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/370","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=370"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}