{"id":347,"date":"2026-09-28T14:30:20","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:30:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-323\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T14:30:20","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:30:20","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-323","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-323\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 323"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 323<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 323<\/p>\n<p>Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.<\/p>\n<p>She always hums a song while cooking.<\/p>\n<p>This is the first time I see her so happy these days.<\/p>\n<p>I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.<\/p>\n<p>She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, \u201cYou are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.<\/p>\n<p>Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.<\/p>\n<p>He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, \u201cIs today a special day? Why are you so happy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.<\/p>\n<p>I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.<\/p>\n<p>What a cute child. How can I dislike him?<\/p>\n<p>Earl\u2019s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan\u2019s side again?<\/p>\n<p>When I recall what Whitney did, I am extremely reluctant to let him back.<\/p>\n<p>Although he is Whitney\u2019s child, I really wish to keep him as if he is my own.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJane, it is time to eat.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sabina calls me from downstairs. I kiss Earl\u2019s forehead gently and walk downstairs.<\/p>\n<p>Sabina has made a spicy chicken dish today. Its aroma makes me have a good appetite.<\/p>\n<p>I taste it and it is very delicious.<\/p>\n<p>Looking at the dishes on the table, almost all of them are spicy. I like to eat spicy food. Obviously, I cannot bear it and I gulp down the delicious food.<\/p>\n<p>Frances has always been unable to eat spicy food. He frowns while eating and also drinks water very often.<\/p>\n<p>Sabina at the side looks at Frances and says softly, \u201cYou should eat less if you feel it is too spicy. This soup is not spicy. You can drink this soup and eat less. Today is Fernando\u2019s death anniversary and he used to like these foods.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>So that is what it is.<\/p>\n<p>However, whatever happens, happens.<\/p>\n<p>Right after I lay on the bed after taking shower, I feel convulsion in my stomach.<\/p>\n<p>I have always suffered from serious menstrual pain. This time is much more serious. I roll on the bed again and again as I feel extreme pain. I bite my lips hard while the pain makes me sweat cold bullets.<\/p>\n<p>Why do I find trouble for myself? This time is going to be troublesome.<\/p>\n<p>I feel no strength and dizzy because of the extreme pain.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment, Earl is crying in the cot.<\/p>\n<p>After sleeping for a long time, he must be hungry.<\/p>\n<p>I have to give him a shower after feeding him milk.<\/p>\n<p>I struggle and want to get up from the bed. However, my body feels so weak and I cannot use any strength.<\/p>\n<p>I am struggling to crawl towards the cot. When I want to hold Earl, I realize that my hands have no strength.<\/p>\n<p>If I hug Earl hastily, what will happen if I drop him by accident?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-347","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/347","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=347"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}