Chapter 1
\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 1<\/p>\n
\u201cOpen your mouth, take these pills!\u201d<\/p>\n
Andrew Malan pries my mouth and pours a handful of pills into my mouth.<\/p>\n
I feel sick with dry and bitter pills sticking on my throat.<\/p>\n
I want to throw up but Andrew Malan covers my mouth tightly. He forces me to swallow down.<\/p>\n
I look at the man in front of me and feel a trace of disgusting.<\/p>\n
At the office party half year ago, I met this courteous handsome man. I am impressed by him and he also had feelings for me. So we get married within half a month.<\/p>\n
I think I could leave that house and have a happy life. But after the marriage, I begin to realize how scary this man is. Life is just from a lion’s mouth to another tiger’s den.<\/p>\n
His eyes are red with blood which look terrible. He is nothing like the gentle and cultivated man he has been before. He takes the medicine. Medicine for that problem.<\/p>\n
Having been married for nearly half a year, I am still a virgin.<\/p>\n
Andrew Malan is impotent.<\/p>\n
I never tell anyone about it.<\/p>\n
He tries all night on the wedding day but doesn’t work. I am not a woman who must have sex. I only want him to treat me well, and sex and others don’t matter.<\/p>\n
But having been frustrated again and again, Andrew Malan\u2019s temper becomes worse. He often yells at me and quarrels with me as long as there is any disagreement. My mother-in-law, Susan Felton, always despises me and picks on me. She turns a blind eye to our quarrels which she doesn’t care about.<\/p>\n
I can put up with all these things. But now he forces me to take medicine with him because he thinks I am not slutty and couldn’t turn him on.<\/p>\n
Andrew Malan touches himself for a while but there is still no reaction. He throws me on the bed exasperatedly and goes out.<\/p>\n
Does he give up?<\/p>\n
I run to the trash can urgently and scratch my throat with all my force. I throw up everything ate at dinner, mixed with some white pills. But I know it well that the medicine I swallowed in are more than that.<\/p>\n
Hearing the footsteps outside coming closer, I know Andrew Malan is back. I sit back on the bed. Looking at the thing held in his hand, I am so afraid and shrink back.<\/p>\n
Does he want to…?<\/p>\n
Andrew Malan approaches me step by step, with a cold smile on his face, which makes me shudder.<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t fuck you. If you sleep with another man, I would be insulted to be cuckolded. In that case, I might as well use this cucumber to break your maidenhead!\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-25","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/25","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}