{"id":236,"date":"2026-09-28T13:53:20","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:53:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-212\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T13:53:20","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:53:20","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-212","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-212\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 212"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 212<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 212<\/p>\n<p>He sneers and replies in his deep voice, \u201cYou don\u2019t need to know. But you have to know that there is no good for him if you keep seeing him. He will lose more than a job.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His smile makes me shudder.<\/p>\n<p>Before I got truth from Noah, I really had thought Frances would have done something bad to him. But now that he is innocent, why does he take the blame himself?<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI really don\u2019t understand why you would rather let me misunderstand you than tell me the truth that you have nothing to do with Noah\u2019s job loss.\u201d I ask him quietly, full of confusion.<\/p>\n<p>He seems to be stunned for seconds, probably not expecting that I would reveal his lie and confront him directly.<\/p>\n<p>His face darkens with rage and he turns his cold sight towards me, \u201cHumph, Noah told you these? It seems that you have seen each other a lot these days, right? It must be that you just can\u2019t wait to sleep with him behind me, right?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I can\u2019t believe he would think of me that way.<\/p>\n<p>His words are literally insulting.<\/p>\n<p>What makes me feel more painful and worse is that these words come from the man I love.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m afraid I would break down and lose control if I continue to stay here.<\/p>\n<p>After a disappointed glance at him, I go back to my room directly.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve already had dinner on my way home. Old Mr Louis won\u2019t come back home until nine or ten at night. So the only thing for me is to calm myself down.<\/p>\n<p>As I step into my room, Frances follows me in and shuts the door.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you want to do?\u201d I instinctively step back and stare at him in horror.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you think? You are thirsty for men, aren\u2019t you? I\u2019ll be your man!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then he pushes me hard on the bed, his huge figure lying on my body soon.<\/p>\n<p>My baby!<\/p>\n<p>Spontaneously, I cover my belly with hands.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m pregnant now. I must stop him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFrances, stop it, don&#8217;t\u00a0be\u00a0silly! just let me go!\u201d I beg him, as I try to struggle out of him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI am silly?!\u201d he makes a cold humph and controls both of my hands easily with only one hand, \u201cWhat am I doing wrong? Even if it is a deal, I can buy you a lot of times with four million yuan. It\u2019s a good deal for you, isn\u2019t it? You have nothing to lose!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I feel as if my heart abruptly stopped.<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019s comparing me to a whore?<\/p>\n<p>But what\u2019s the use of telling him?<\/p>\n<p>He won\u2019t let me keep the baby, or he even won\u2019t believe the child in my belly is his. I\u2019m nothing to him but a whore.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps it\u2019s better to let the baby die in my body than to let him grow up without father\u2019s love.<\/p>\n<p>Gazing at the man on my body for a few seconds, I close my eyes in despair.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe it\u2019s because he hasn\u2019t had sex with me for several days, I feel I have an extremely long night with him tonight.<\/p>\n<p>When all is over, he pulls out of my body without any hesitation and goes to the bathroom directly.<\/p>\n<p>Then, he doesn\u2019t come back.<\/p>\n<p>He comes to his own room. I\u2019m not surprised at all.<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019s so disgusted with me. How can I think he would sleep in one bed with me? As for those nights he slept with me, maybe it happened that he was in good mood and just wanted to try my bed.<\/p>\n<p>I check my private part and there is no bleeding. Though I don\u2019t intend to keep the baby, it is lucky enough to be alive after such a torture.<\/p>\n<p>The next day is the weekend. Mindy gives me a call in the early morning and she tells me that she has already arrived.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-236","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/236","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=236"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}