{"id":223,"date":"2026-09-28T13:49:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:49:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-199\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T13:49:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:49:00","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-199","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-199\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 199"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 199<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 199<\/p>\n<p>Frances naturally isn\u2019t satisfied with my actions and continues to ride vigorously.<\/p>\n<p>But I still have my bottom line. Even if I bite my lips until they bleed, I will persevere not to make those embarrassing moaning sounds.<\/p>\n<p>This is for my self-respect and in consideration of Noah.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJane, is that man outside so important?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The man\u2019s face turns dark and continues to thrust savagely into her.<\/p>\n<p>I almost blacked out from those intense sensations. I feel the groans right at the tip of my tongue that will spill out at any moment.<\/p>\n<p>No! I can\u2019t let Noah hear it!<\/p>\n<p>Frances remarks coldly and continues with his ravaging.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAh\u2026 ooh\u201d<\/p>\n<p>At the moment where I almost lost control, I lower my head and ruthlessly bite down on Frances\u2019 shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>Frances stops and glares sharply at me.<\/p>\n<p>I can\u2019t be bothered for much more. Since he didn\u2019t make it easy for me, I\u2019ll do the same to him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRelease your bite.\u201d The man says solemnly. The coldness of his body brought down the entire room\u2019s temperature.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, unless you release me.\u201d I continue to bite on his shoulder and as I mumble.<\/p>\n<p>The man\u2019s arm which is around my waist tightens and he forcibly thrusts causing my heart to tremble.<\/p>\n<p>No, it\u2019s too deep.<\/p>\n<p>Just like that, Frances\u2019 actions slowed somewhat but with each thrust, it penetrated to my deepest point. Before, I could still hold my bottom line. But towards the end, I don\u2019t even have the energy to bite on his shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>I moan along with his movements.<\/p>\n<p>Frances\u2019 strength is alarmingly good. Although he holds onto me with one arm, he can continue tirelessly.<\/p>\n<p>I lost track of how long he ravages me until I hear a sound outside.<\/p>\n<p>I am thinking that Noah must be awake. I desperately signal to Frances to stop but not only did he not stop, but he increases his intensity causing me to pant relentlessly.<\/p>\n<p>Noah only wanted a nice memory but this is the result. He must be feeling terrible inside.<\/p>\n<p>I am not brave enough to call Noah. I am extremely embarrassed when I think about what just happened.<\/p>\n<p>At five in the morning, I receive a message from Noah.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI have left.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The three simple words reveal the unlimited pain.<\/p>\n<p>I sit on the bed and cry aloud bitterly.<\/p>\n<p>The first love that was engraved in my heart, has finally come to an end.<\/p>\n<p>Apart from crying, I can\u2019t find a better way to say goodbye.<\/p>\n<p>When Nicole arrives, my eyes are swollen. Even if she does not see Noah, she seems to know what is happening and didn\u2019t ask me about it.<\/p>\n<p>Donny is already waiting for us as we exit the hotel.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-223","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/223","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=223"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}