Chapter 179
\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 179<\/p>\n
When I shout this sentence, I\u2019m stunned.<\/p>\n
Soon, I feel very regretful and I want to take back what I said just now.<\/p>\n
Frances has said that we\u2019re just bedmates. The fact that I love him should not be known by him.<\/p>\n
I tell him my secret that I love him. How should I face Frances?<\/p>\n
I feel nervous and embarrassed.<\/p>\n
I hang my head nervously, not knowing what to do. But I hear Frances sneer, “Jane, do you think I\u2019ll believe you? I tell you there are a lot of women who like me. You are nothing to me.”<\/p>\n
I\u2019m nothing to him.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m just one of Frances\u2019 mistresses. When he likes me, I need to be around him. When he is tired of me, I will be abandoned mercilessly by him.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m relieved that he doesn\u2019t take what I said seriously.<\/p>\n
From now on, I will never confess to him. The fact I love Frances is going to be a secret forever and nobody will know it.<\/p>\n
I put on my pants, walk out of the bathroom and go back to my room.<\/p>\n
My clothes are so wet that I take them off and put on my nightdress.<\/p>\n
Frances\u00a0certainly\u00a0won\u2019t\u00a0come\u00a0here,\u00a0and\u00a0I\u00a0can\u00a0have\u00a0a\u00a0good\u00a0sleep\u00a0tonight. But\u00a0as\u00a0soon\u00a0as\u00a0I\u00a0lie\u00a0down,\u00a0I\u00a0couldn\u2019t\u00a0fall\u00a0asleep.\u00a0I\u00a0have\u00a0been\u00a0thinking\u00a0about\u00a0Frances\u2019s\u00a0words.<\/p>\n
Frances\u00a0will\u00a0never\u00a0fall\u00a0in\u00a0love\u00a0with\u00a0me.\u00a0He\u00a0loves\u00a0Whitney.<\/p>\n
The\u00a0beautiful\u00a0and\u00a0noble\u00a0woman\u00a0is\u00a0worthy\u00a0of\u00a0his\u00a0love.<\/p>\n
The\u00a0next\u00a0morning,\u00a0when\u00a0I\u00a0go\u00a0downstairs,\u00a0I\u00a0don\u2019t\u00a0see\u00a0Frances.<\/p>\n
Old Mr. Louis is\u00a0sitting\u00a0on\u00a0the\u00a0sofa,\u00a0watching\u00a0the\u00a0entertainment\u00a0news\u00a0of\u00a0the\u00a0day.<\/p>\n
The stars\u2019 affairs are being broadcast on TV: This star has a date with that star in private. This female star has an affair with that male star.<\/p>\n
Staying with Frances for a long time, I\u00a0can\u2019t feel anything more when watching\u00a0the\u00a0entertainment\u00a0news.<\/p>\n
Old Mr. Louis\u00a0sees me\u00a0coming\u00a0down\u00a0and\u00a0waves\u00a0to\u00a0me.<\/p>\n
“Jane, you made Hot and Sour Rice Noodles for me last night. To thank you, I bought you breakfast.”<\/p>\n
Old Mr. Louis is too polite. Well, I think he\u2019s turning me down.<\/p>\n
I give him a brief answer. I force a smile to old Mr. Louis, “Let\u2019s have breakfast.”<\/p>\n
After breakfast, old Mr. Louis insists on sending me to work. I don\u2019t refuse him because I think it is troublesome to drive a car to work.<\/p>\n
Soon, the car arrives at the door of the company.<\/p>\n
When I enter the company, I see everyone talking about something in a low voice. I hear the word “France”.<\/p>\n
I feel lost at the thought of Frances going to France with Whitney.<\/p>\n
Where are they going? Will they have sex in a hotel? Will they kiss in a crowded square?<\/p>\n
All this makes me sad.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m very jealous.<\/p>\n
At half past nine, Steven lets all the people of the design department to the meeting room.<\/p>\n
“In France, there is a 10-days independent creation competition, which is hosted by DS Group. As long as you win the first place in the competition, you can sign a long-term contract with DS by yourself. So we will select two people to compete. Nicole is a well-known designer. Although she has some bad rumors before, she is still very talented. So she will compete. Let\u2019s pick another one by secret ballot. Just write the name of the person you want to support.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-203","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/203","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}