Chapter 163
\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 163<\/p>\n
I once heard that if a man loves you, he would put on a condom to protect you even if it reduces his sensation during sex.<\/p>\n
What Frances did clearly show that he doesn\u2019t love me.<\/p>\n
So be it.<\/p>\n
At most, I\u2019ll take some \u2018morning after\u2019 contraceptive pills.<\/p>\n
This night Frances enters me deeply and I am very relaxed and achieves an orgasm like never before.<\/p>\n
After completion, Frances falls into a deep sleep.<\/p>\n
I get up from the bed and go to wash the sweat from my body.<\/p>\n
I have trouble falling asleep when I think about leaving this place tomorrow.<\/p>\n
When I see Frances sleep so peacefully and elegantly, my heart can\u2019t bear to leave him.<\/p>\n
After all this time, I am beginning to question myself over my feelings for Frances.<\/p>\n
It is a love-hate relationship and all of it has come to an end.<\/p>\n
I\u2019ll give Frances the cheque tomorrow morning and then leave without a care.<\/p>\n
I wake up early the next morning and prepare breakfast for Frances.<\/p>\n
Since I am about to leave, I no longer bother about his restrictions on me.<\/p>\n
Frances dresses up and comes down the stairs. He frowns when he sees the breakfast on the dining table.<\/p>\n
\u201cDidn\u2019t I tell that you are not allowed in the kitchen? You disregarded what I said?\u201d<\/p>\n
Why is he so moody so early in the morning? Does he intend to make things difficult for my departure?<\/p>\n
\u201cToday is a special occasion, so just let it go, okay?\u201d<\/p>\n
I wink mischievously and smile sweetly at him.<\/p>\n
He is stunned, walks down the stairs, and sits at the table, and begins to eat breakfast.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s the special occasion?\u201d<\/p>\n
He asks me solemnly.<\/p>\n
\u201cI already\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
His phone starts to ring just as I start to speak. He frowns and answers the call. After a moment, his expression turns for the better.<\/p>\n
He doesn\u2019t say a word but I can feel that he is in a good mood.<\/p>\n
At this moment I realize that I don\u2019t want to leave.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t know when Frances started to take root in my heart. These roots are full of thorns that hurt when they grow and hurt even more when they are being pulled out.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat should I do? Frances, I think I have fallen for you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I grab onto where my heart is and my body begins to slide down. I lean onto the side of the bed and cry bitterly till I lose my voice.<\/p>\n
But I have to leave eventually. Frances does not love me. He has his own family. If I remain with him, it will hurt me even more.<\/p>\n
After I pack up everything, I place the cheque on the table where Frances will be able to see it once he enters the house.<\/p>\n
I also stick a post-it on the cheque with a written message.<\/p>\n
\u201cFrances, this is a cheque for five million yuan which will clear the four million yuan that I owe you. Please transfer the remaining one million yuan to my bank account, ICBC 621xxxxxxxxxx. You don\u2019t need this spare change anyway so please transfer the amount to me as soon as possible. Let\u2019s go our separate ways from now on and never the twain shall meet.\u201d<\/p>\n
After writing this, I look around the house which although the stay is short, it is full of memories. Thereafter I drag my suitcase and leave.<\/p>\n
Until Frances gives me the money to buy an apartment, I can only stay outside.<\/p>\n
The hotels are too expensive and I decide to stay at a motel.<\/p>\n
I am used to Frances\u2019 hug and have difficulty falling asleep when I\u2019m in bed alone. Suddenly, I vaguely hear a knock on the door.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-187","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/187","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=187"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}