{"id":173,"date":"2026-09-28T13:32:20","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:32:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-149\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T13:32:20","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:32:20","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-149","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-149\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 149"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 149<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 149<\/p>\n<p>Let me go?<\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s a big temptation for me.<\/p>\n<p>But Frances Louis\u2019s requirement is my Achilles\u2019 heel.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m afraid of heights.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m afraid of heights so much.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s impossible for me to walk across this glass walkway.<\/p>\n<p>But Frances Louis has promised me. I would regret it if I didn&#8217;t give it a try.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d I look at him and say firmly.<\/p>\n<p>Then I take a deep breath and walk forward.<\/p>\n<p>As soon as I take a step, I hear a cry coming from the front.<\/p>\n<p>I look up and see a strong man sitting on the ground crying desperately, refusing to move a step forward.<\/p>\n<p>Next to him stands a petite girl with a funny look on her face.<\/p>\n<p>Even a strong man is afraid of it puts more pressure on me.<\/p>\n<p>After the first step, I couldn&#8217;t stop trembling, and I couldn&#8217;t get out of the second step.<\/p>\n<p>No, I can\u2019t waste this opportunity.<\/p>\n<p>Thinking about it, I move another step with great effort.<\/p>\n<p>Each step on this glass walkway is incredibly difficult for someone who has acrophobia.<\/p>\n<p>My back soaks with sweat, and my entire body is sore and tired.<\/p>\n<p>In the end, I am almost half crouched, struggling to move on the glass walkway.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t cry like others, but I am still terrified. But faith keeps me going forward.<\/p>\n<p>One is the fear of height, and the other is the determination to leave Frances Louis.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a rare chance to leave him without having to pay four million dollars, so why don\u2019t I take it? It&#8217;s just a few hundred meters up, I won&#8217;t fall, there is nothing scaring.<\/p>\n<p>It turns out that I am a lot more cowardly than I thought I was.<\/p>\n<p>Frances Louis stops in front of me, bends down and pulls me up off the ground. With a sneer, he says, \u201cJane Noyes, you don\u2019t even have the guts to walk through the glass walkway let alone leave me. You can&#8217;t overcome the fear in your heart, just as you can&#8217;t escape me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He is right, but I won\u2019t give up.<\/p>\n<p>I have lost such a great chance. I don&#8217;t know how long I have to wait for another chance. Suddenly, four million is out of reach for me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPlease give me one more chance, I&#8217;m sure I can do it.\u201d I look at him, almost begging.<\/p>\n<p>I could succeed as long as I run as I did just now.<\/p>\n<p>He smiles, his hand slipping gently across my tightened brows, and says softly, \u201cA lost chance never returns.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Frances Louis holds me back to the hotel, the rain patters all the way as my crying heart.<\/p>\n<p>Nothing I could do but obey him after losing such a great chance.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder how Steven Song is checking the case. If the truth is found out that Nicole Snow copied my work, do I still have a chance to work with DS and possibly get the five million?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-173","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/173","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=173"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}