{"id":170,"date":"2026-09-28T13:31:20","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:31:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-146\/"},"modified":"2026-09-28T13:31:20","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T13:31:20","slug":"in-my-desperate-time-146","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/chapter\/in-my-desperate-time-146\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 146"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 146<br \/>\nIn My Desperate Time novel Chapter 146<\/p>\n<p>This voice\u2026<\/p>\n<p>What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s all because of him that I&#8217;ve suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?<\/p>\n<p>I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn&#8217;t hold back my anger.<\/p>\n<p>I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, \u201cFrances Louis, have you been stalking me?!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It is the only possibility I could think of.<\/p>\n<p>The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI&#8217;m stalking you?\u201d Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOr what? You&#8217;re a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?\u201d I continue to question him.<\/p>\n<p>Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.<\/p>\n<p>Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.<\/p>\n<p>His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.<\/p>\n<p>This is a hospital, in public, he won\u2019t do anything to me, will he?<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou&#8230;do you really have gynecopathy? Right, someone who has a promiscuous sex life like you must catch some dirty disease.\u201d I want to speak to ease my nervousness, but I stammer.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEven if I have a promiscuous sex life, it is with you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He says with a light smile in my ear.<\/p>\n<p>As the scene from last night replays in my mind, I feel ashamed and glare at him angrily, scolding him, \u201cYou jerk!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAll right! If you want to flirt, get out. This is a place for patients.\u201d The doctor couldn&#8217;t stand, sits back in his seat and asked Frances Louis, \u201cWhat\u2019s the matter, Mr. Louis?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I freeze.<\/p>\n<p>Frances Louis is here to see this doctor? So, I thought too much?<\/p>\n<p>I stand there awkwardly, don\u2019t know whether I should leave or stay.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI&#8217;m here to get some Tocolysis,\u201d Frances Louis says lightly.<\/p>\n<p>Tocolysis?<\/p>\n<p>Is it for the previous pregnant woman?<\/p>\n<p>An unspeakable bitterness fills my heart.<\/p>\n<p>I pretend to be calm and get my medicine. When I walk past him, he gets up and follows me.<\/p>\n<p>As I walk out the door, I find that Frances Louis\u2019s car is parked right outside.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGet in the car.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He opens the backseat door and says to me coldly.<\/p>\n<p>I pretend not to hear him and walk past him, but he pulls me back, pushes me into the car, and slams the door.<\/p>\n<p>My private part feels pain and I have trouble moving quickly. By the time I am about to open the door, he has quickly started the car and drives at breakneck speed.<\/p>\n<p>I cherish my life and I wouldn&#8217;t be stupid to jump out of the car.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s just that the lacerations make it hard for me to sit or stand.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf you&#8217;re uncomfortable, lie on your stomach.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Well, thanks to you, I am uncomfortable!<\/p>\n<p>I give Frances Louis a stern stare. I didn&#8217;t want to do as he said, but eventually I give in.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t want to abuse my body because of an animal!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-170","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter\/170","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/chapter"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/icuow.top\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=170"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}